280611 - dear my beloved ryutaro morimoto

hello, my little hamster. how are you?

green is your favourite colour, right? that's why i coloured it with green :)

maybe you don't know me, yeah of course you don't know me haha
but, i know you. i always see you on my laptop screen, adored you, screamed like a crazy person when i heard your heavy voice. yeah, maybe you are not my ichiban or my favorite member of Hey!Say!JUMP  (my ichiban is yamada ryosuke :P ). but you have to know that i really really like you.

you always give me so much motivation.
but now... you disappointed me.
not only me, but your fans around the world. my little sister was crying because of you. made me wanna punch you in the face.

yesterday, i saw your picture. you look so cool in that picture, but there was a big problem in there; A CIGARETTE IN YOUR HAND. yeah, that's a problem. i just can't believe it. how could a cute guy like you smoking?

i know you're 16 now. i know you are a teenager now. same with me. you just wanna prove to everyone that you're not a kid anymore and you're cool. it's up to you to smoke or not. but you must know; YOU ARE COOL! you are cool even without a cigarette in your hand or in your mouth. you are the coolest one, ryutaro.

and now, you're out from Hey!Say!JUMP because of this case. i'm gonna miss the moment when Hey!Say!JUMP as 10 members. hey, do you remember these words?; "JUMP is like a ball which comprises of 10 members. If one part is missing then the ball won't roll.". you've said it, remember? it won't roll anymore without you, ryutaro :(
i know you were crying. i know you really really regret it. i know you are down now. all you need is just a support.
but, you have to know that there is me in here that always support you. not only me, but also all of your fans and 9 members of Hey!Say!JUMP. remember, ryutaro... YOU ARE NOT ALONE. i wanna give you a big hug. i wanna make you laugh. hey, do you know that #supporthsjryutaro was in indonesia's trending topic on twitter? yeah, i hope we can make it becomes trending topic worldwide. just because wanna support you, my friends insulted me. but i don't care.

i hope i can see you again with 9 members of Hey!Say!JUMP. i hope you'll come back to Hey!Say!JUMP soon. love you, ryutaro morimoto :)

150611

hello, holiday. nice too see you :D

hari ini seperti yang direncanakan dari kemarin-kemarin; gue bakal berangkat sama adek gue; fiera dan adek sepupu gue; valen. ya, cuman bertiga doang. jam 12 siang, gue harus pergi ke bandara.

pagi-pagi sekitar jam 9 (oke, kebo), gue buru-buru packing sama adek gue, dibantuin sama nyokap gue. setelah packing, gue langsung baca komik sambil tidur-tiduran dengan nyantainya sedangkan si fiera langsung mandi dan siap-siap. 

tiba-tiba nyokap gue dateng...

mama: "kok masih tidur-tiduran aja?! jam berapa ini sudah?!"

gue: "jam 11.. MASIH jam 11, kok"

mama: "kamu tau gak jam 12 itu sudah harus nyampe di bandara?!"

gue: "oh iya.."

gue langsung kalang kabut cepet-cepet langsung siap-siap. selesai siap-siap, gue langsung ke kamar nyokap gue yang lagi hairdryer-an.

mama: "udah makan belom?"

gue: "udah"

mama: "disana jangan nakal ya"

gue: "iya, tenang aja"

mama: "jangan ngautis ya disana"

gue: "ha? iya iya"

mama: "udah makan?"

gue: "udah!!"

karena banyak pertanyaan, gue langsung keluar dari kamar nyokap gue terus puas-puasan maen sama gitar gue dan kiddy doll kesayangan gue. gue bakal kangen berat sama mereka :'(

setelah puas main sama mereka, gue balik lagi ke kamar nyokap.

mama: "abis ngapain?"

gue: "main gitar"

mama: "udah siap semua?"

gue: "iya, sudah"

mama: "udah makan?"

gue: "udaah mamaaa. berapa kali mama nanya kayak gitu"

tepat jam 12, bokap gue belom dateng sedangkan gue sama fiera harus dianter sama dia. sampai akhirnya, bokap gue dateng sekitar jam 1 karena pesawatnya jam 2. okay, kita telat!

di mobil, nyokap gue sibuk ceramahin gue sama fiera.

mama: "disana jangan nakal!"

gue: "oke"

mama: "kamu jangan ngautis!!!"

gue: "iya mamaaaa. ngerti kok"

mama: "fiera, jagain kakaknya!"

fiera: "iya"

loh? maksudnya apa? -__-

sesampainya di bandara, gue sama fiera pamit sama nyokap gue dan langsung turun untuk ketemu ama (nenek) sama valen. kita langsung masuk ke bandara buat check-in. kalau gue boleh jujur........... gue gak ngerti apa-apa tentang check in dan sebagainya ._.

jadi, ama yang ngebantuin gue check in. seharusnya gue yang checkin-in, gue kan leader diantara 2 bocah tengil ini. selama ama check in, gue sama valen sama fiera malah sibuk ngelawak dan tiba-tiba ketemu sama orang mirip gayus. si gayus abis kita kata-katain dari belakang untuk jadi bahan lawakan =))

setelah si ama balik..

ama: "duduk di belakang loh, nomor 36A, 36B, 36C"

gue: "yaaah"

ama: "nih ya, biasanya kan kalau duduk dibelakang suruh lewat bawah, bukan lewat dari atas. nah, kalau misalnya disuruh lewat bawah, diemin aja pura-pura bego. tetep lewat atas aja. lewat bawah panas"

valen: "iya deh"

gue sama fiera sama valen langsung ke ruang tunggu. disana kita ngeliat bule.

gue: "aduh, kakak pulang dulu ya"

fiera: "loh? gak jadi berangkat?"

gue: "nggak, kakak udah di jemput sama papa" *nunjuk bule*

valen&fiera: "BZZZT BZZZT BZZZT"

jam 2.20, si pesawat pun tiba. si mbak pramugari nyuruh yang nomor kursi nya 18 keatas dianjurkan untuk lewat dari bawah. tapi kita ngonyor aja lewat atas wahahahaha

di dalem pesawat, kita sibuk melawak sampe-sampe orang-orang di sekitar pada ngeliatin kita semua.

sekitar jam 3.40 kita nyampe di jakarta :D :D

sambil nunggu di jemput sama tante dan sepupu2 gue, gue ngeliat ada cowok bule ganteng banget. astagaaaa hahahaa. seandainya dia cowok gue, ilang deh trauma gue

karena gak ada kerjaan selama nunggu, gue buka twitter dan ngetweet:

"@ NARITA INTERNATIONAL AIRPORT. touchdown tokyo. hello, japaaaaaaaann. finally, i can see you :* :*"

gara-gara tweet tadi, temen2 gue langsung mention gue;"lo udah gila ya?", "sakit lo ya gara2 terobsesi sama jepang?". tapi ada aja yang percaya sama tweet gue; "SERIUS FRIS LO DI JEPANG?! SELAMAT YA AKHIRNYA IMPIAN LO TERCAPAI" =)) =))

tapi nyesek juga sih setelah ngebohongin mereka. coba gue ke jepang betulan .___.

gak lama kemudian tante gue dateng sama sepupu-sepupu gue; yoan, yossel, yola. hello guys! nice to see you again :*

selama di perjalanan, gue melawak sama saudara-saudara gue sambil ngedengerin lagu anak-anaknya si yola tuh. sumpah, liriknya bikin ngakak =))

sebelum kerumah sepupu gue, kita mampir dulu di restoran buat makan, terus pulang. smp deh; sudah makan pulang.

hello, jekarda. be nice to my holiday ya ;;)

110611

STOP THIS SONG (LOVESICK MELODY) - PARAMORE

you say the sweetest thing and i can't keep my heart from singing
along to the sound of your song, my STUPID feet keep moving

in this 4/4 beat i am in time with you
in this 4/4 beat i would die for you (die for you)
someone stop this

i have gone too far to come back from 'here'
but you DON'T have a clue.
you DON'T know what to do to me

won't someone stop this song?
so i won't sing along
someone stop this song
so i won't sing

I NEVER LET LOVE IN SO I CAN KEEP MY HEART FROM
H    U    R    T    I    N   G
the longer that i live with this idea, the more i sink in

in this 4/4 beat i am in time with you

in this 4/4 beat i would die for you (LET'S stop this song)

i have gone too far to come back from 'here'

but you DON'T have a clue.

you DON'T know what to do to me

i have gone too far to get over you

but you DON'T have a clue.

you DON'T know what to do to me

won't someone stop this song?

so i won't sing along

someone stop this song

so i won't sing

your 'lovesick melody' is gonna get the best of me tonight

but you won't get to me if i don't sing

it creeps like a spider that can't be killed although i try and try to. well, don't you see I AM FALLING? DON'T wanna love you, but I DO

(lovesick melody) won't someone stop this song?

so i won't sing along

someone stop this song

so i won't sing

your 'lovesick melody' is gonna get the best of me tonight

but, you won't get to me

NO, YOU WON'T GET TO ME, CAUSE

I WON'T SING!